Happiness at its finest

Lumban, Laguna
23:33

As of this writing, I have already put my baby in sleep. I just have this slight headache so it's still manageable.
Just me and my little queen while my future sister-in-law is in the other room.
My boyfriend is out for his late night drinking session with his friends since high school.

I don't want to be strict to him. He must be privileged to have his own time away from us, his own space besides he works hard for his family so why not allowing him to have some fun.
I am only his girlfriend so I can't stop him to such activities which in fact sounds like as if I am already his wife. If I am a nagger when I'm just a girlfriend, how much more if we are already married? It's very unhealthy and a toxic relationship.
I know some girls who don't allow their boyfriends or husbands to hang out with their friends.
It's immaturity.

Let me put it this way. It's not that I trust too much.
In fact I just don't trust him fully from the time I have found out what he did to me.
Ifhe had done something wrong, it's up to hi. It's not my problem anymore.
He has his own life that he has to live. Being with his friends is some sort of a different happiness and he needs social life as well.
His happiness is my happiness too.


But what really melts my heart?
It's seeing my child happy. Those giggles and laughter? I can't even quantify that even to the most expensive fancy things.
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