Sunday, January 21, 2018

Immaturity

Lumban, Laguna
14:24

Age is no guarantee of maturity.

It doesn't always come with age. In fact it's deeper than age. It's about the way you see and understand things. The way you consider others. The way you communicate. The way you react.  The things you value. The things you entertain. The way you represent yourself as an ADULT.
Everyone grows old,  but not everyone is growing up.



At my age of 22, I can't say that I am already at my fullest bloom. I admit that I am indeed immature at some aspects.

I get mad very easily. All of the things happening around me will never pass without reaction from me. I take seriously even the smallest issue that doesn't really matter at all.

What about immaturity in relationship? Yes.

I am in a relationship with a 27-year old guy and I am more of his baby girl than his girlfriend.
In what ways?
When he talks about a lady then I get jealous, he would kiss me and say, I'm the best and the one he loves.
I would get mad if he misses to bid his good night or good morning messages, I would not text him or talk to him the whole day.
I become too selfish and clingy to my boyfriend and refraining him to do his hobbies like riding a bike. My attitude makes me forget that my boyfriend has a life to live too. I don't give him space. He has given me enough time and attention but I become too obsessed with him by wanting him just beside me all the time.
He is also having a hard time asking permission from me if he could go with his friends for a drinking session. I would be a nagger and ask him too many questions but still a YES in the end.
Whenever we have a lovers' quarrel, even if it's my fault, I would not say sorry but for him to end that fight, he'll be the one to apologise.
My nonsense tantrums is very childish of course. Whenever I want something but he refused to grant me, I would make face to him and not talk to him up to three days. I would block him in messenger and in phone

These are just some of my immaturity aspects when it comes to relationships.


No comments:

Post a Comment