Wednesday, January 11, 2017

Home away from home 😭😭😭

8:22AM
I woke up with a warmer body temperature which is quite normal for me but I am already experiencing morning sickness. How I wish babe was here so it wouldn't be hard for me. I still have the same feeling of having no drive to move. I remembered last night. That kiss was indeed memorable. Just like when I spent my holidays (Christmas and New year) in Lumban, Laguna(my boyfriend's hometown) it was the 31st of December around 11:59PM, a minute before 2017 to welcome. We went upstairs, he opened their windows made of Capiz. I sat on the edge. That time he pulled me back and made me lay in his arms he said "Happy new year babe" and kissed me passionately. We ended 2016 with a kiss and we welcomed the new year with a kiss as well. πŸ˜˜πŸ’πŸ‘«πŸ’‹

10:15AM
Again, I just woke up. Everytime I eat my meals regardless of the time of the day, I feel sleepy after. I woke up with a heavy bladder and hungry. I don't know which I'm gonna do first hahahaha so I decided to urinate and eat afterwards (without forgetting to wash my hands though ofcourse!) I grabbed an orange as my snack. Oh myyy! Oversleeping makes you feel even groggy, I'm telling you.  But you know what? I have so many things to do but again, I don't feel like doing anything but hell! I'm so unproductive. Fine, fine, fine. I'm gonna do it later. This would be the very last time to procrastinate.

3:23PM
I got a call from babe. It lasted 00:02:03 that's fine. He simply updated me and it was very quick because international calls are very expensive. But that's fine. He told me that he already wants to go back home as he feels homesick.

9:00PM
We were chatting. My boyfriend kept on saying sorry that he is supposed to be with me right now but I feel sorry for what he feels right now. He wants to go home already.  My boyfriend wants me to live with him. In short, I will be staying in Lumban, Laguna. He worries about my current state. I admire him because he is very much concern to me especially to the welfare of his baby.  As much as I would like to but the problem is I can't leave my work. I need to have my savings. I need money. I don't want to depend on him because I am not the type who always rely on others that's why I grew up with a brave soul.

That's all for today. Well, milk time for me. To the pregnant mom, I recommend Promama or Anmum as your milk since it will give supplementary nutrition for you and your child.
They said that my eyes are prominent. Well, I am a mixed blood of Chinese, Indian and Filipino.
#multiracial
Good night folks!

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