It's really hard to be alone when you're conceiving-late post (supposed to be a January 13 blog post)

I already went home by 6AM in the morning since it is too dangerous for me to go home at  the wee hours of 2:00AM where people who has bad intentions scattered in all places around Metro Manila. There is no guaranteed safety after all. So I decided to sleep in the quarters. The hell that people feels so damn hot that they even lowered down the temperature to a shivering 19 degrees Celcius. The blanket available is not enought to maintain my homeostasis even Though I was already wearing leggings and a shirt. I normally arrive at home by 7AM but it was really traffic that would make your eyes rolling again 😒 uh! I went home already by 7:30AM. My stomach was grumbling. I decided to buy my breakfast and go home already. I miss my bed that I am nearly to marry 😂😂😂
As usual, it was very messy. Uh!! I don't wanna stress myself out. I was already stressed at work but I want to stop it there. No extension please!  I ate the breakfast that I bought. It tastes good but my stomach reacted differently. In a matter of two minutes, I vomitted. It was very painful in my chest. I lost my appetite to eat again because I'm afraid to vomit afterwards. I went to my room and do something until I fall asleep. i still have this bad feeling. I feel so sad. I walked around the house and found no one. If only I could sleep, then I would rather be. I hate myself when I do self pity. Eeewwww. That's not normal to me but I just did anyway.


This post is supposed to be published yesterday. It only happened that I was too busy at work.
hahaha