Wedenesday workday

The text he sent me. Nevermind the background. He's one of my men anyway. Hahaha
He misses me already hahaha

So it's my first day of work for this week. I feels sleeepy but hey not today, not today. Last night, I was very iritated with the things around me. I notice almost everything. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. Even to my mom and even to my boyfriend. My boyfriend was very excited because of the good news he just told me. He said that his start date will be moved 2 weeks later. I am happy about that but I just can't express my excitement as well.
I am just not into the mood. I feel so empty last night. I know that he has priorities and behind those top priorities, I feel like I am only his second best. It hurts but I am getting used to it. When he comes over ofcourse, my heart beats in rage. Like the day I said YES to him. But he already oriented me in the first place that our set up that we eill be away from each other. For me, ok fine. I'll be fine with it. But as time goes by, it makes me want to feel his presence especially during those times that I feel anxious that becomes sadness and eventually turns to be depression (hopefully not). Now that he has a scheduled vist to me, it's not that I am not happy, I am ofcourse. But what if he is about to leave? Another sleepless nights after he has left. I would be longing for someone who squeeze me in a tight hug while talking about light matters until the conversation turns something serious, the one who gives me a deep and passionate kiss before we say goodnight and sleep next to each other and waking up next to someone you love the most and means the whole world to you.
I feel sad talking about such things...
Moving forward, let's talk about work. It makes me become motivated to work harder because every 15th and 30th of the month, I walk my way to the bank to deposit my hard-earned money to my savings account. I have thrown away my idea of getting a credit card. For what? To spend on the things that I don't need that much? To the things that 2-3 years from now will depreciate its value? I have spent thousands already to the things that I really don't need during my early college days. After I have bought such, I star to lose interest a month after and that gadget will just sleep inside my closet or I will just let Hans borrow it.
One thing I learned is that not to settle in small time investments. Invest in long-term ones. Like what? Real estate properties and car. Yes, car will depreciate its value but it seems to be very useful because you don't have to be annoyed with the dust outside or wait for the jeepney/ taxi under the scorching heat of the sun.

6:15PM
I just had my lunch. I ate pasta, fried chicken, a slice of pizza and a cup of rice. I really had no choice. The food in the pantry is not my type so I went out of the building to dine instead.

Well, that would be all for today.

Goodnight, Manila!

:))