"That hurts. And the worst part is I'm get used to it"
We had and argument. I began to gave him a cold treatment and he quickly noticed that. That is not my normal self. He is used to be called with terms of endearment but I chose not to. Yes, I am not mad at him but why is there a gap? He asked. I said that I am just getting used to the things and I am getting tired of waiting for him to talk to me. He is at work. Fine. But that is how (I think) to console and give myself a favor to make a gap. Less attachment so I would miss him less. Instead of crying myself and hear my mind scream like "I wish you were here", I would rather be busy at work and tire myself so when I get home, I will just sleep. But last night's conversation was very emotional. I could not control my emotion. We have hurt each other again. How the hell he asked me if I no longer love him when in fact I do?
I miss him so bad. And it kills me every time I long for his presence. And he saya the same way. He wants me to be by his side.
But this man has a high cognitive ability and broad mind when he believes that love is a wonderful thing but love alone won't feed the grumbling stomach and the needs of his family.
I was enlightened to what he has said. I fully understand but it really comes to the point that I tend to forget but I just need to contain myself.
Mind over matter, okay, Mommy Charlene?
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God has given me this man as his gift.
My boyfriend is the one of the best gifts I received from God. He is my answered prayer although we already have the signs.
Another best gift? Our baby on my womb now at 11 weeks and 3 days.
🍼🍼🍼👶👶👶💏💗
Goodnight Manila.
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